He'll Never Love You

I'm feeling a little longing for my former "crush". I had hoped that time and space would do what time and space has always done, and that I'd be soooooo over it by now. But this was a good one, and he's still got some hold on me.

The worst part is that in an effort to keep from slipping back into old habits, I've adopted the following mantra:

"He'll never love you. He'll never love you. He'll never love you..."

Logically I know it's a terrible line to have running, marquee style, through my mind. But I don't know what else to do as I resist the urge to do what I can to go back in time.

So I'll wash my face, and brush my teeth, and climb into bed chanting "He'll never love you" as I drift off to sleep...