Get A Life!!!!

I've felt pretty lousy the past few days and it's been a bummer...I kind of thought I was past this point in the recovery. I had set some expectations for myself to get serious about pulling myself together and "getting a life"!

I'm feeling anxious about creating purpose for myself beyond the big decision to wash or not wash my hair everyday (washing and styling my hair is the BIGGEST energy sucker since the ablation).

I've been waiting to have the energy enough to do a whole list of things...but I think the time has come to do those things with or without feeling good. Maybe I need to adjust to a new definition of what it means to feel good?

Maybe I need a good night's sleep???